What is wrong with this term?!

It seems that I am hating this term more and more.

The major subjects are making me stressed, and those stupid minor subjects are actually surpassing the major subjects when it comes to the stress level and workload. JRESMET is supposed to having a very heavy workload because of my baby thesis and now, electives are taking up more of my time!

3 videos to be made for this term, what the hell.

Gawds, I'm bitching.

I actually wasn't in a very good mood today. Karla told me that I was unusually down and I told her about my problem, since I don't think I can take the tension anymore. She simply told me to do what I should and whatever happens, she and everyone will support me.

*sighs*

I surely feel emo right now.

Gawds, I hope it'll be gone by tomorrow. I don't think I can't stand being happy tomorrow because of the International Studies assembly (I'm supposed to be excited about it.) and I'd rather put on a happy face than look like an idiot.

Tatemae first and foremost before anything else.

Honne is another matter.

My true self will not be shown to the world.