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Not Worth My Time

There's this stupid bitch who can't seem to take the hint.

And I wonder why she posted a supposedly private conversation in her blog and made it public.

Is she ACTUALLY asking for support and sympathy from her stupid online friends who know nothing about her work ethics, that no one wanted her and in another community, everyone hates her guts?

Well, what can I say?

She's simply a loser.

She has no life.

Not worth my time.

P.S. Her online friends keep committing hasty generalizations. Where are your brains (if you have one), idiots?

Infinite Justice

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The Empress

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Thesis Hell

Because I have three terms left, including this one, I'm undergoing thesis hell.

As much as I want to quit and fail this subject, I just can't do that. I need to graduate on time.

Gawds, why do I feel so miserable? DX

フランス語 が 大好き！

We had an International Studies assembly today, and I almost didn't make it. Credits go to my sister for driving me to school. XD

So anyway, the friends danced the Yosakoi and though they did well, Judy swears that it was embarrassing to dance. XD Maybe because Backy was there? XD haha. So the boring assembly went on until this senior guy who was sent to France for an exchange program gave his testimonial. Hot damn, I love his nasal tone. No, I don't have a crush on him. I have a crush on his voice. 8D

XD

After that assembly, we ate lunch and then had the practice for the JICC presentation, which will be held next week, July 26. At 2:30, we were to attend a Cultural Presentation by a kouhai and a sempai. 美智代　（みちよ）　and Sho attended it as well, and the latter commented that sempai experienced Japan more than he did. XD hahaha.

Thankfully, the two exchange students had fun, and Sho even told me that he liked the event! :D He's willing to teach us Nihongo. Woot~

What is wrong with this term?!

It seems that I am hating this term more and more.

The major subjects are making me stressed, and those stupid minor subjects are actually surpassing the major subjects when it comes to the stress level and workload. JRESMET is supposed to having a very heavy workload because of my baby thesis and now, electives are taking up more of my time!

3 videos to be made for this term, what the hell.

Gawds, I'm bitching.

I actually wasn't in a very good mood today. Karla told me that I was unusually down and I told her about my problem, since I don't think I can take the tension anymore. She simply told me to do what I should and whatever happens, she and everyone will support me.

*sighs*

I surely feel emo right now.

Gawds, I hope it'll be gone by tomorrow. I don't think I can't stand being happy tomorrow because of the International Studies assembly (I'm supposed to be excited about it.) and I'd rather put on a happy face than look like an idiot.

Tatemae first and foremost before anything else.

Honne is another matter.

My true self will not be shown to the world.

ただいま～

うわああ！

何　それ？！

。。。

えとー。。。

Finally back~

Hehehe. Hope I can update my blog as often as I can. ^^

I feel a bit depressed because of something, but frankly, I'm so tired of going depressed... it has been two years since I've always been compromising and apologizing for things that are not really worth apologizing for. It is not my loss, nor do I even have the time to think or ponder about it because I am too busy to even care about it.

I am much too busy worrying over my grades than even bother fixing this.

I'd rather leave this as it is.

Don't give a fuck about it anymore.

Song for the week:

Def Leppard
When Love And Hate Collide lyrics

You could have a change of heart
If you would only change your mind
Instead of slammin' down the phone, girl
For the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall
But I ain't gonna make that call
When divided we stand, baby
United we fall

Got the time, got the chance, gonna make it
Got your hands on my heart, gonna take it
All I know, I can't fight this flame

You could have a change of heart
If you would only change your mind
'Cos I'm crazy 'bout you, baby
Time after time

Without you - one night alone
Is like a year without you, baby
Do you have a heart of stone?
Without you - can't stop the hurt inside
When love & hate collide

I don't wanna fight no more
I don't know what we're fightin' for
When we treat each other, baby
Like an act of war
I could tell a million lies
And it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger
Hits you right between the eyes

There's a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know, got to win this time

Without you - one night alone
Is like a year without baby
Do you have a heart of stone?
Without you - can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

You could have a change of heart
If you would only change your mind
'Cos I'm crazy 'bout you, baby
Crazy, crazy

Without you - one night alone
Is like a year without baby
Do you have a heart of stone?
Without you - one night alone
Is like a year without you, baby
If you have a heart at all
Without you - can't stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

PERSEF2: Talents? I HAVE ONE?!

My one true talent: IMPROMPTU DRAWING!!! :3333

I have no talent, really.

... Or maybe I do.

It might probably because I grew up in a way wherein my sister would outdo me every single time. When she took up Tae Kwon Do, I wanted to take it up to, because somehow, I tell myself, I need to beat her. Unfortunately, she reached black belt way before I did, and I quit as well.

Next would be to get higher grades. I beat her when I was in grade one. GRADE ONE.

How shameful. -__-

However, there is one thing that I can beat her in: videogames.

Let's just say I'm way smarter than her when it comes to videogames, as well as decision-making... ~_^ because I am way smarter than her in that aspect, I tend to improve myself by using it in everyday life.

I'd like to add that I can sing well. OPM, English, Japanese, take your pick. ^_^

Another thing I'm good at is speaking and writing Japanese. I guess my advantage in that area is that Nihongo is my major, and it is natural that I would be better than her. No matter how egoistic this may sound, I am way better than her. XD I plan to improve this aspect of mine by studying harder than before.

Now, enough about my talents.

As for my current dreams, I would want to go to Japan, live there and teach English.

Or maybe become an ambassador for my country. That would really touch my fellow Filipinos' lives if I become their ambassador, representing them.

I do hope all of my plans go well... :3333

PERSEF2 Entry: Weekend Blues

This image is my current emotion for the entire week. Tired, frustrated and even stressed. TOO MANY READINGS!!!

Okay, since I took up PERSEF2, Ms. Rhia asked us to make an entry... XD And so, here's my entry.

Weekend Blues? You wonder why?

It is because I only get to stay for a day in the house, then off I go again to the condominium I'm staying near school, since my classes are too early. Don't get me wrong. I love staying in the condominium because I kind of like being alone (no noisy people to bother me) and the independence. Despite that, I'm still the goody-two shoes who goes back to the condo before dark because the area isn't safe. (What do you expect, its Taft.)

Anyways, why I did not go home on a Saturday is because I had LASARE2. Though I am thankfully that I am over and done with with that subject, I cry over the fact that I have been waking up at 7 AM for six days straight, just so I could go to my classes at 8:10 for MWF and 8:00 for TH. Mind you, the first subjects are my majors for my course, and I don't ever want to miss it. And so, when I got home on a Saturday afternoon, I started playing a certain gaming console to calm me down, as well as use my laptop to download anime and drama.

Aside from anime, I've been stocking up on Avatar: The Last Airbender fanfiction, in case I get bored in the condo, as well as Naruto fanfictions. I've gotten too addicted with the former, since everyone had been excited that the Season 3 will be starting this Sept. 21. ^^ Though I am not from the US, I want to watch it... x___x

Enough about anime.

As for my current situation, I'm a bit stressed and overwhelmed at the loads of readings. I had to pay 200 for all the reading materials that I need, but that's not all of it...

*sigh* I hope this week will be better.

:3

Term 1 has been extended by a week, and frankly, I hate it. x_x

But then again, more time for me to enjoy the week. :3

Woo!

*is currently suffering muscle pains* XD

WOOOO!!! BAKIT NGA BA ANG FAFABOL MO!?! :33333333

@_@

I haven't updated my blog for the longest time...

Anyways, nothing much is happening, but I'm currently hating someone right now.

I hope that person gets struck by lightning. :333333

Toycon 2007

Tired, tired, tired...

So tiring.

I'll post about it when I have time... :3

Burned Out

Sorry for not posting earlier.

I've been busy with school, and tomorrow will be the third week of classes.

Eleven weeks to go before the term ends.

So many things have happened, but I'll only elaborate on the first three days. This post can also be found in FC.

"First day:

First day was on May 23, and we only had three classes, which was English Research, Citizenship and Governance and Japanese Language 3. We had an early dismissal for the second class, so we all stayed in the amphitheater to watch the swarm of freshmen/frosh.

FYI: Frosh have a notorious reputation of sticking together, so 40 people walking in hallways = not good.

Let's just say this day went with no events...

Second day:

I wanted to kill someone because the first class that we have got dissolved! Only seven people were enrolled in that class, wtfudge! >___<

The whole day was spent lining up outside the Dean's Office to have the schedule changed. Thankfully, we got that damn schedule changed, except for demfae, who forgot her enrollment form at home.

Third day:

We lost the tag to claim our bags in the library, so we paid PHP 50 for it. @_@ The reading for Citizenship and Governance class was photocopied at 11:30, and we got the reading by 4:30... @__@

We didn't eat lunch, because we stayed at the library looking for the tag and getting the reading photocopied. The librarian looked like he wanted to eat me alive because the book was returned very late. @__@

At least demfae got her sched changed... XD

Still...

What an eventful start of classes... O_O"

Add to that that we've also met Judith's alter ego Azalea (as she calls herself now) because of stress. NKK duties are alright, except for Judith, whose stupid VP abandoned her.

All in all, I'm doing okay, I guess.

I need to rest a bit though. The stress is getting on to me. x___x

Mangaholix Mania

Currently, my whole body hurts.

Specific parts: Neck, both arms (when I stretch it), thighs, calves and feet.

@_@

Fine, so the event was nice, but there was a damn pervert who took a picture with me. I didn't notice it because I was too busy posing nicely, since someone asked for a picture to be taken along with me. Oh well.

At least he didn't touch me. >_<
Oh, and a plague was there. Kinda funny, because the swarm was going all over the plague. XDDDDDDDDDD

Imagine my shock when five guys approached me after they went for the plague and asked if they could take a picture with me. XD

How flattering.

When I did my catwalk... I was surprised that the crowd cheered for me. They were even screaming, "INOOOOOOOO!!!" XD

Whee, thanks.

I feel the love. :3

Shit.

Just when I thought the connection was going fine and dandy, it suddenly restarts because my damn PC has 'just recovered from a serious error'.

Fucking hell.

I was waiting for someone to go online.

And when I get back online, that someone has already logged off.

Fuck it.

Planetarium

1番に　君が好きだよ...

Best line in the song, and that roughly translates as, "You're the one I love the most."

I guess the trading of Mp3s with Erestor was a bad idea, because now, I'm so addicted to Planetarium, I'm downloading the full version of it. I've had that Mp3 since February 2006, so it has already been a year since I've been listening to the song. I only had the short version with me all this time, so I had to download the long version. :3

Whee... so hot in here. I want the rainy season to start...

Sakurairo

My current LSS.

Lyrics~

Sakurairo (サクラ色)
By: Angela Aki

Kawazoi ni saiteta
Sakura namiki wo
Tomo ni ikite yuku to
Futari de aruita
Sekai ni nomikomare
Hakidasarete mo
Tada soba ni itakute
Motto motto motto

Jikan no nagare to ai no hazama ni ochite
Anata wo ushinatta

Koishikute me wo tojireba
Ano goro no futari ga iru
Sakura-iro no anata wo wasure nai
Zutto zutto zutto

Anata kara hanarete
Jibun wo shitta
Yume ni chikadukitakute
Motto motto motto

Hitei no kotoba ni oshitsubusarete mo
Hai agari tatakai tsuduketa

Kurushikute me wo tojireba
Ano goro no jibun ga iru
Sakura-iro no watashi wo wasure nai
Zutto zutto zutto

Furusato kokoro no naka de ima demo
Yasashiku hibiku yo
Sonna uta ga kikoeru

Koishikute me wo tojireba
Ano goro no futari ga iru
Sakura-iro no anata no koto wo
Sakura-iro no watashi no koto wo
Sakura-iro no jidai wo wasure nai
Zutto zutto zutto
Zutto zutto zutto

Because the title is translated as 'Sakura Colors', the font color for the lyrics is pink, like the cherry blossoms. :3

Photoshoot: SUCCESS!

Today's photoshoot was a complete success!

:3

*Narrator mode: ON*

I had to wake up at 7AM today so I could get ready for the photoshoot. I had a slow, yet yummy breakfast (bacon is love.) and after getting ready, my mom and I headed for Enterprise to do some transaction. While there, I got so bored of waiting that I asked nicely if I could go to Starbucks and get a drink. Mom said yes, so she gave me some money.

Off to Starbucks.

There, I got Vanilla Frap, since I don't like coffee that much, and the guy who got my order asked if I was already working! XD

OMG. I look old. XDDD

I said no, then he asked if I was a student from the I-Academy. I told him I was studying where the archers are.

Sat down, drank coffee and ordered cinnamon roll to munch on.

Mom came five minutes later, and I told her that I'll walk to Glorietta instead. She agrees, and goes off to Manila Pen. for some important stuff.

I head for the salon to get a trim. The result was great.

Shorter hair + bangs = yay. XD

Anyways, Hani-chan and I met up in SM after I bought some stuff for cosplay. We headed for Toy Kingdom to buy a beach ball, since we also thought of cosplaying as Ryuusei Ino. Lucky for us, the 60+ peso beach ball went down to 41! Yay! She saved money!

We ate lunch in McDonald's and waited for my mom to fetch us. We went on an errand and bought batteries for a hearing aid.

Off we go home!

Toby greeted us and was friendly towards Hani-chan. We took a quick break by watching Avatar (while I was blowing the beach ball to life) and we started the shoot by 2 PM.

First shoot: goth outfit. I wore Hidan's Jashin necklace along with the outfit and let Hani-chan take pictures.

Next came the hard part.

Next up was Shippuden Yamanaka Ino. For this shoot, I didn't have my fishnets, so we opted for the 'at-home' look, despite the kunais in my hand. Not yet haggard.

Quick break: ate lasagna for merienda. Coke was good.

Ryuusei Ino. Had to wear my good old bathing suit in the backyard, in the heat of the afternoon. I almost burned under the sun while standing in the garden, holding up/sitting on the beach ball I blew.

Lacus Clyne was one of the difficult, since the trenchcoat made me sweat. I didn't wear the armwarmers since I couldn't find it and Haro wasn't included in the shoot since I couldn't find him... oh well. It was a fun shoot. But my haggard level raised to 80%. FYI, the Lacus Clyne outfit belongs to my sister. :3 I asked permission for her to borrow it, of course. XD

After Lacus, we would've quit, but I asked Hani if she wanted me to go as Lunamaria Hawke for the last one. She agreed, and off I went to my room again to get dressed. Actually, her outfit is nice, but the material used for the cuffs of the ZAFT uniform was leatherette. It burned my arms, literally. @_@

Oh well.

Because I got so exhausted by the time the Lunamaria photoshoot started, I laid on the couch and that became part of the shoot. XDDDD

Haggard level: 99%.

I had fun anyway~

After the shoot, we took a one hour break that consisted of watching Avatar (again) and Hani-chan eating Rum and Raisin ice cream. XD

When she had to go, Mom and I took her to Makati and dropped her off at the Convergy's building, since her mom works near there.

Though I'm really tired right now, I had so much fun.

Thank you so much for spending the time and day with me, Hani-chan! :3

Credits:

-My sister (for the Lacus costume and black boots)
-My mom (for agreeing to this idea, for the food and bringing Hani-chan back and forth to the house)
-My dad (for support my cosplays and being really nice to let us use HIS house for the photoshoot)
-My brother (for letting me dig on his socks cabinet to find my Lunamaria socks) -Toby (for keeping Hani-chan and I company)
-The ghey neko we have at home (for being so adorable)
-Hani-chan (I love the camera!!! Thanks for the photographs! x3)
-Owner of the Jashin necklace (doumo! It went well with my outfit!)
-Lunamaria fan boy (You know who you are. Thanks for reminding me that I NEED to have a Lunamaria photoshoot. XD)

and...

The house (Oh ancestral home, you have served me well for twenty years!)

DOUMO SUMIMASEN! :3

Bittersweet

One week to do before classes start.

I'm excited, since 95% of my summer time was spent inside the house. I haven't been to the mall since April 27! Weird, isn't it!? XD

Random thought: On that day as well, someone gave me something very important... and until this day, I've held on to it. ^^ I'm also waiting for him to return...

Anyways, nothing much has happened lately, except Hani-chan will go to my house tomorrow for a photoshoot. Well, she and I are both bored... why not do a shoot at the house? So tomorrow, I'll finally be able to go to the mall so she and I will meet up at the mall and we will both go home. XD

I'm kinda excited... ^^ Even if classes will start soon, I can't wait for it to start!

At least, that will distract me... ^^